The Off-feeling

28-29/12/24

The ‘off’-feeling one might have

That also involves being cold, it’s a big part of it

Which I ‘suffer’ a good bit from

Is from chronic nicotine, as it’s vasoconstrictive

But more importantly to my latest intution news 📰 due to not shitting directly, toxins recirculating

Takeaway – shit when you need, so it doesn’t go to subjective shit. Use nicotine sparingly.

The urge has no law as it’s called.

Cheers 🥂🌞

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(and I haven’t even touched on temperature and bf% and most importantly emotional side of it)

Spatial temperature can play a big role in this. But it’s not the root because of 1: it only excarbates it 2: when pleasantly warm and not feeling off, cold temp does not have much of a chance. This is what I call inner fire, literally – resilience against temperatural

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bf%

As it’s a bit higher than ‘ideal’ I’m thinking it goeth to more of the inner organs, less to extremities. It’s what the pro metabolism community speaks of, action is not effortless when high metabolism. So, stress hormones play a role in two senses; they actualy increase metabolism (ripping through life) but also inhibits the very thing.

It’s a oxymoron, heart bumping, but feeling cold, yet sweaty hands and feeling off.

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emoschional side, rational subconscious agreement (RSA)

(un)expression, itself tied to thyroid itself again residing in the throat chakra, connected to mind and whole body. Mind marinates body for good and bad. Expression is healing; make that ‘facilliative of returning to baseline’ (FRB).

Not being able to label emotions, EQ.

Not loving self due to some i’m unable to find adjective for programming. daft, it’s not for it is a survival mechanism. It’s just running on wrong first principles; you’re seeking love in the outsife world when you can find it only within; the very thing which lets you give and recieve it ‘outside’ of yourself.

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Back to shitting and digestion

Got to do with not synced in some sense, too.

Maybe you can’t shit

Constipated in some grade.

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The toxins recirculating part I got from versed fellas in detox, Garrett Smith, CLRLY.

It’s valid.

It gives a whole new meaning to ‘shit’

Yes

it literally is, yet it’s good to do so

Idk bro got me a good obsession with it

Not posting this to twitter, reluctant to it

Some say hell ye if its not that, its a no.

Some say if it’s reason not to you should. The reluctancy

Got into health to solve root issues

but more come, as said Shnufalo noted, it’s beautiful, this phenomenon

And im gonna fix it all. Buck stops with me.

Nothing can stop me

How I wholeheartedly believe it should and want it to be, for everyone, most of the TIme. This is when you feel good.